What's a good song for when nothing in your life is going the way you planned?

My life is so fucked up right now I feel like I'm going to explode.
-The guy I love fell for another girl and left me in the friend zone.
The girl he fell for is MY BEST FRIEND.
-I don't know what's going on with my family. It goes from Rehab to
Cancer
-No one in my family seems to trust me anymore
-Things from my past that I would LOVE to forget are coming back and
it's gonna destroy me
-I have trust issues with people so it's hard for me to have close
friends.
-My mom never encourages anything I do, even when I told her I almost
got into chamber choir (the best choir you can get into at my junior
high) she just commented on how bad my makeup looked.
Just everything is going wrong. Nothing is working out right no matter
what I do. I'm ready to just run away. There's too much shit for me to
handle and I'm only 13.

I've had so much crap given to me that now I can't even cry. I've
actually only cried 5 times in my life.
1-When I was born
2-When I moved away from my friends when I was 3
3-On the first day of KG when I didn't want to leave my mom
4-In 6th grade when I lost all but 2 of my friends because my best
friend of 7 years betrayed me
5-A couple weeks ago when I learned that my friend and my crush liked
each other.

I'm not gonna put my whole life story in here but I just need some
kind of song to help me. Actually as many as you can think of.